[First Verse]
Decayin’ wind blows, walkin’ up the stadium as they go,
The crowd circle the stadium as Caden spit his flow, there they go,
literally wow, that they’re concerned about my returnin’ they sob and bow,
How could they ever doubt me that I’d would be gone, loyal isn’t your trusted tale,
Thinkin’ that I have fallen off makes you sink, literally you’re dead wrong,
I have been speed ryhming in a cage on an whole different page,
Dwellin’ those random letters in a new era of lyrical states,
Sensitively dragged on my knees, with my wirsts chained in goose,
My muscles basically have been strengthed for so long,
In a hole they’re patiently waitin’ to be graved out, all alone,
Use that key to be written in ice cold diseases to make him decrease,
Since my 12th to my 18th, my flow feels like it’s been hot an entire life,
My medication could be a isolation, but i’ll iginite on a space located station,
And fire up a inferno transformated supernovamatic spell,
I’m livin’ in a hell a heaven to create angels and demons for a defensive shell,
You’ll never get my soul, you’ll never get my heart, ‘cuz I already sold ‘em.
From the start to that lovely goddess of enlightment warth.
[Second Verse]
I’m a murderous, memorizable killtronic,
A wing abandoned selfcontroll fighter,
It’s meditation, focusing on my defeation,
Missing in the distance, it’s killin’ my deeds,
But I never show how I truely satisfy,
I’m alive and dead in their blinding eyes,
On the burden of the edge,
Of my pain and the destruction,
And the lifeless construction,
Tired, hurt but never cry,
Weak, insecure but never lie,
Cold, broken and always shy,
Dying while I wait to die,
I wont ever say goodbye,
I’m to young to die,
I have much to give, to much to let go,
My heart always give you an extra show,
How truely I give you everything,
In the shadows you know it’s me,
When my poetry’s deep,
In a lyrical melody, to your tederness smile,
Inside my heart always skip a beat, when I see you,
Standing in a right line in the front of me,
Don’t know what to do, don’t know how to act,
But I know one thing for sure, for real,
I’ll never cease breathe, when I have you,
Laying in our heart beats.
[Third Verse]
Innocent youth mixed up with a destructive childhood,
I have been chewed up and spit out,
And when I stand up and keep on going,
They’re all screamin’ that i’m losin’
I’m hearing your voice, always in my mind,
Maybe i’m just dead, and a illusion remain in my head,
As a inner voice creatin’ a brutal fatally dead,
Crawl your way up and stand up, being totally broken up,
Fightin’ to the top, when you’re emotionlessly being chokin’,
I’m not tryin’ to consume you, in the confession being drenched,
In breathing, air is taken the best of the automatic,
Cocaine in the game, where’d you can’t escape from,
My bones broke, and still walking it’s a fire spin,
And i’m literally throwin’ turmoil it is dead a drowning regret,
Be careful where you’d wish for, someday it’ll come back to,
The way it came back to me, now clean but still broking,
Now i’m loved, but still pain cooking,
Hurt no-more, but i’m still bouncin’ and kick roundin’,
In my insides where the hurt is still sounding,
Body meltin’ and cloudin’ i’m not tryin’ to sadening you,
But tellin’ you how much I’ve been through yeah, it doesn’t fit tho,
When I can’t change it back to the time where I’ve been good,
I can’t change what has been cleared negatively in the past,
But you can cure where I fell, where I drown and dropped,
By a unstoppable monster of myself, a side-effect of my depression,
A long-gone image of my reckless and agressive solid treasure,
My mind a empty space of a thrown away letter,
And you always knew on which way I have been better,
A place not better then on a road being a forgetter,
Forgetter of who I am, sorry of who I am a nothing man.
